To be read.

Honestly,

2012-02-13T13:51:00.003+08:00

The Pre u2 '11 reunion is going to be on the same day with my final theory test.

I am glad.

sisterdate at tinychat

2012-02-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

one word: awesome!

ummi salamah,

2012-02-11T20:37:00.005+08:00

why you no reply my texts??

heartbroken

D;

man ana~

maybe, i am being a pest. as norm.

sorry if i hurt your feelings or something.

:)

2012-02-10T16:46:00.001+08:00

Part 1 of Part 3

2012-02-08T12:55:00.001+08:00

Subtitle in Malay Language though

our 4th of Feb

2012-02-08T12:12:00.003+08:00

Graduation Day still fresh in mind :D

read first from below

2012-02-08T11:51:00.004+08:00

It will be awesome if Asra lives here in Singapore <3

1st term in April

2012-02-05T21:11:00.005+08:00

I am a future republician student.

but i will forever remain as an aljuniedian.

2011

2012-01-29T17:30:00.012+08:00

The highlights of Our 2011

JANUARY

First month of an anticipating year. Most of us were still grasping on the fact that we are in our final year in this precious place which we call, our second home. Two subjects; Qowaid-ul Fiqh and Globalization/Fiqhus-Siyar, are added to our 'allies'. New awesome asatizah completed our family. Projects and assignments were slowly expected. Then, PBL was introduced to us. Some took it as a challenge and others treated it as a huge obstacle. Nevertheless, it seemed to be a long week but we succeeded. Mentoring the juniors with Khutbah, on every Wednesday, was a fresh idea to boost our Arabic Language and tighten the ukhwah with them. We were also grouped to our selected Talaqqi Asatizah. Japanese students turned the auditorium (and on our Muqoronah period) in an uproar with their cute malay costumes and an attempt to speak simple arabic was deeply appreciated. Little did we know, after the invitaion to attend a talk by ulama' Sheikh Abdul Fattah and Sheikh Husamuddin Farfour from Syria at MUIS, Ulama' from various bilad 'arabiyy, would be visiting us, sharing their 'ilm and naseehah.

FEBRUARY

Qowaid was still our huge barrier. LOL! Yaumiyyat was simply, our struggle, yet our favourite Ustaz was having a blast reading our entries, sharing the jokes to his colleagues. (because our grammars and vocabs are still bad despite being in our final year) Annual khutbah for the preu twos has begun. Everyone received their minute of fame on the stage. No one could escape from our dedicated and responsible Student In-Charge. Mawlid was celebrated with collaboration from MHDS @ Tampines Stadium. Health Week commenced and ended with positive feedbacks from both staffs and students. Especially, the highly anticipating, Mass Exercise, Iron Man and Iron Woman and Aljunied’s first, Mini Marathon Day. A whole 5km!

2 of our loved ones left us and the news saddened us the most. However, memories are alive to remind the bittersweet moments we treasured. May Allah protect our loved ones from An-Naar and blessed them with Al Jannah tul Firdaus. Amiin!

First Qiyamullail for both Banaat and Baniin were successfully conducted.

MARCH

Our first Qowaid paper was the most worrisome and it was even nerve-wrecking to take that first paper in an examination hall, with all those ‘walls’ opened up. As it was a norm for first timers, (and quite a tradition), there were more failures than the opposite of failures. Muqoronah project was due on the first day of the March Holidays. Unfortunately for us, we also had to bid farewell , and a teary one too, to our respected Ustaz, for he is spreading his wings to new achievements. Furthermore, it was a blessing in disguise to welcome back a dear ustaz to our family. The last day of Mentoring our juniors was an emotional one but Alhamdulillah, ukhwah fillah was attained. Kudos to those painstakingly, yet, faithfully and sincerely, made the programme a successful one. Jazakumullah khoirul jazaa’.

APRIL

An act we had to potray for the guest of honor during our GB period. Who was shockingly quite close to our Al Marhum Al Mudir. It was even shocking to receive a limited edition of a series of a Syiiaties’ books. New addition to our legendary school library? Fave quote from him: " May you find who you seek "

MAY

Mid-Year Exams. The Arabic Translation Workshop was no doubt, an excellent one. Kem Haji dan Umrah and the Preparatory Guide Camp for Pre u ones of 2012 to get acquainted with the new subjects were both successfully conducted with our lovely asatizah from the Arabic Department.

JUNE

Honestly speaking, the holidays were filled with our Thoolibul Jaami’ah. The University Trip to Malaysia was, as expected, an eye opener and provided us with more choices for our future education. oh, and the Survival Camp at Rebutia, only those who went for it can expressed it's awesome-ness. Fiqhus Siyar commenced in replace of Globalization.

JULY

ALJUNIED’S SPORTS DAY @ Yishun Stadium. It was the BOMB! BAEK MERAH! Lol. Racial Harmony Day was celebrated differently and hilariously. That Hindustan dance from the sec fours were the highlight of the event. Believe it or not, our Saturdays were filled with Leadership Workshops. Mentoring khutbah was replaced with Kitab Turoth for our Wednesdays. Ihya’ Ulumud-din, Tafsir Al- Maroghi and Majmoo’ Syarh Al-مهذب. A good preparation for future azhar students and the knowledge we attained, priceless. A new ustaz was recommended by our School Director and his presence and knowledge rouse a lot of attention. A positive kind of attention. He was a role model to few. Typing arabic words without a glanced at the keyboard with that speed?! That was the coolest!

AUGUST

IRC, or ARSC as it were named years back. An event where we benefited both spiritually and physically. We even made new friends. A new laid back, i-am-chilling, kind of ustaz, came to us around this month(or was it on july?). Replacing our dearest Ustazah. He proved to us that we can memorize as fast as our brain can take. His thick healthy hair was envied by some. Doing mental sums in Mantiq is just so gerek okay.

SEPTEMBER

After long 2 weeks of Eid Holidays, Teachers’ Day feat. Hari Raya Celebration was the AWESOME EVER! Because we made a memorable history. Our white and green and calligraphed cups were hoped to boost our asatizah’s energy while having a cuppa. Then, we all jalan jalan raye sewa bus! daebak!

OCTOBER

Turkey brought us news that they are giving out scholarships to the top students. I wonder who will accept that golden opportunity. Last few days in school. Before fye began.

NOVEMBER

Washing Asatizah's cars, treating them yummy food, PRICELESS MEMORIES! Their smiles and appetites took our hearts away. Last day of school ended with happy cheers, tears, and smiles.

So, yeah. We did it. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Ar-Rahman.

So, my fellow soldiers, are we ready for the world now?

Will we benefit the society with the knowledge we attain and will attain?

I hope so.

Allah knows best.

Allah Musta'an.

i am loving snipping tool

2012-01-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

2012-01-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

so, what now?

no more of this nonsense of just waiting, and waiting.

wanted so much to stop myself from just staring and waiting, so this unwanted situation happened.

thanks so much adek.

like, literally ah. thankyou.

aaaah, wtv.

lol

2012-01-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

Mama klaka!!!

She was irritated with the Lagenda Budak Setan the Drama, and loudly claimed,

Sape yang budak setan?!!

rollingonthefloorlaughing.

haha not literally lah.

2012-01-21T22:14:00.006+08:00

FREAK OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A STRANGER JUST FOLLOWED ME ON TUMBLR AND INTRODUCE HIMSELF AND SHOWING INITIATIVE TO GET TO KNOW ME.

HE IS A 31 YEAR OLD MAN!

GROSS OKAY?!

AND I WAS SURE HE HAD ONCE HIT ON(not literally hit on her, bcoz 'Hit on' means 'to show interest to someone' ) DORA MONTHS BACK!

so much for being an arabii!

BLOCKED HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bugging me

2012-01-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

This has been bugging me. I accidentally came upon something I should not have come upon to. It was unintentional, but when curiousity kicks in, it's too late already.

I tried not to dwell much into it.

But how can I?

Time will tell.

*brush it off*

I miss schooling. I miss going to classes. Listening to asatizah's explanations, writing notes, doodling on my books. (which, Ummi will always try to stop this bad habit but I will get mad and ignore her naggings. lol. I can't help it though, doodling helps me to concentrate in class)

The main thing is, I miss learning something new everyday.

Being on Tumblr helps a little bit as my dashboard is filled with whom I followed beneficially in the aspect of knowledge. But it's hard to keep myself stay on that page when distractions from the world wide web are stronger.

T.T

I hate holidays.

tapi kan, hari tu, adek and I went to Cathay to catch We Not Naughty which we have been waiting patiently for it's screening. It was worth my $7! Best! hehehehehhehe

Running Man is destructing my life. No kidding.

this was about one week ago

2012-01-21T12:18:00.003+08:00

Kak Nur Asielah from Johor. Sweet right?!

2012-01-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

We tried on our graduation robes and took portrait photos with that professional photographer.

I cannot wait for tomorrow.

kay bye.

2012-01-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

heheheheheh

sorry lorh~

cny!

2012-01-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

that earlier post was a bit absurd.

tomorrow!

come quick!

heheheh

lol

i was dreaming

2012-01-14T16:23:00.002+08:00

Maybe I was reading that certain library book that used up my emotions so much that that emotions were portrayed in my dream that night.

We were in school uniform. And long story cut short Syarkgirl and her little sister were there, with the senior with my name. And my juniors in p5/p6 this year were all around me.. Missing me. (I guess I miss them very much) And you were there behind our circle of "bonding". With no head covering.

So, I was mad at you. And you were coaxing me. And then, you gave me your hand and I took it. But I was still mad. WHY ARE WE HOLDING HANDS?!

Then, I cannot recalled what happened but I woke up feeling pissed off for having you in my dream.

I was distracted while driving. Thinking over and over. About that dream. I wish I can share this insecure feeling with someone but I don't think think they would want to hear the same topic since for the past 3 years kan?! omo, that long huh? *bingit nye*

ugh this sounds so depressing.

but I wish, I can ask you where you going next? Or are you still unsure? how's your sister's N levels? Did she passed? Are her points good enough for her take the O's? How's Ufairah's doing in her preschool? And I wish I can say to you; Take care of your sisters well. They are precious gems. Be there when they need you.

But then again, I don't think I want to. It's good that I am able to hold myself before the same stupid mistake is reiterated. Changing for the better is never an easy road. Insya Allah everything will be fine.

I hope you are doing well.

true

2012-01-12T18:50:00.001+08:00

i was bored

2012-01-11T10:59:00.004+08:00

moe - jae

2012-01-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

Applied for SingPass at the cpf building, signed up online for the jae without 2011 O level certificates. Had to wait 6 hours so they will send form A and the eligible courses undr jae.

Long story cut short,

I cannot apply through jae online by singpass coz I am from madrasah. Mepek i know.
So ajak baba yang baru balek keje (love you baba) pegi moe.

Applied there. Got some difficulties as I was the 1st madrasah student for the day. All the attachments student taking 'customer service' or related, gathered around and watch their supervisor handle a private, madrasah student.

Thanks so much for your patience and kind services. Even though, i can feel those gazes on me. oh watever.

I'm gonna received more eyes when I entered the Polytechnic which Allah has appointed me to.

Good news, other than Zahra, Aisyah, may be joining us to poly with Humanities in her hands! woo~

i hope you won't forget me

2012-01-09T12:58:00.003+08:00

Months will passed, and
Naturally we moved on.

But the memories we shared,
forever engraved in our beating hearts.

Pictures are our reminisce agent,
full of stories behind them.

Separation gives back love.
Who knows, we will love each other more when we are miles apart?

A request I hope,
you will accept.

For you to always
keep me in your heart.

You,
will always be in my dua'.

I love you, Nadhirah.
For the sake of Allah.

[Poetry is not much of my forte.]

The sweetest thing is that , everywhere I am, you will always be in my wallet. Sweet right?!
so, you no need to fly kick me you know :P
If only you put that little photo in your wallet too?
heheheheheh
Selfish right?
lolololol

Whatever it is, WE ARE CLICKABLE AWAY.
THE INTERNET WON'T STOP US FROM COMMUNICATING EACH OTHER.
WHY AM I WORRYING ABOUT THIS AHEAD WHEN CLEARLY, IT'S MONTHS AWAY.

but it's not far from now :(

Mute this song

2012-01-09T12:49:00.003+08:00

and watch the sand art show. hahah.

Waiting

2012-01-07T08:10:00.000+08:00

just staring at the name give me chills

oh yeah,

2012-01-06T09:04:00.000+08:00

what an awesome dream I had!!

:D

2012-01-06T09:02:00.001+08:00

like finally, Ikram is going home today. Have been anticipating today. hehehehhe.

Will be going to school later for Graduation briefing. yey.

slight excitement.

kay dah boring.

fact

2012-01-04T22:00:00.001+08:00

Clearly, I wasn't ready to chitchat while driving. 100% concentration on the road is needed for me.

this is so random

2012-01-04T20:59:00.001+08:00

why is it that local CNY dramas are better than local Hari Raya dramas? hehe.

2011-12-30T11:36:00.000+08:00

I feel like quitting.

But...

Since when I'm a quitter??

le sigh

2011-12-29T12:19:00.001+08:00

i penat.

first driving lesson

2011-12-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

It was exiting. No doubt about it.

My braking was okay. I managed to brake slowly and not immediate braking which will lead to jerking. I LOVE THE ACCELERATOR PEDAL. That was like freedom to my ears when the instructor said,

"press the accelerator"

haha.. So, did my right turn clockwise. After about countless turns, did the left turn. And this was the next climate after getting too much on the left,
I DROVE OVER THE CURB. ahaha. so funny i panic but smiling crazily. That is the feeling when you drive OVER the curb. aah, gerek.

My instructor today was, Mdm Jamilah. Should be a madam coz She looked like my parent's age. She had been working there for 17 years now. For a first timer (lol, 1st timer nye), I am so thankful I got a malay woman for my first instructor.

:D

LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW'S 2ND LESSON!!!! ON THE ROAD! LITERALLY ON THE ROAD!!!

so, tadi after buat video. kejap je. Hugged Adila and Ain. Rindu sume orang. Tapi tak semue dtg. Adila kacau my weakest point for the upteenth time. Nadhirah, (whom I missed like crazy but I doubt she knew how crazy the misses were but she must have realised the misses because she's someone worthy to be missed), Kak Nad, Khodijah and I, went to LJS to have our lunch. yummy. lapar tau klua rmah pagi2.
'Shortly' after that, Hafizhah and Zahidah joined us. hehehe! Rang the bell!

omo, one of our favourite Ustaz will be going to MUIS next year ;(

2011-12-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Going to my first driving practical lesson in full school uniform. Amaciam? Cantek uh. Awkward nye!! Blergh. Full of 'what ifs' for tomorrow! Brighter note: i get to drive and meet my lovely girls and be in a graduation video. Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir!

2011-12-26T20:40:00.001+08:00

I am enjoying this Ikram project :D

2011-12-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

I cannot stop playing with that tagboard link. It went up and down. Up and down. Who's using the pc or laptop will understand what I am talking about. hahah.

hotmail messages, full of exam/test/revision notes. projects. They are such a dear to be deleted.

Assorting inbox, always a failure.

a new (temporary) blog

2011-12-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

mohd-ikram11.blogspot.com

:D

swag

2011-12-24T08:24:00.002+08:00

2011-12-24T07:26:00.000+08:00

The sake of real (eternal) love

2011-12-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

zahra's rebloged post
, an almost similar situation to mine.

2011-12-23T21:02:00.003+08:00

Kak Nad attended her first practical driving lesson this early morning.

She told me she had a blast!

I am just so excited to attend mine !!!

oh 27th !!

please come asap!!!!!

Random:
I want to go to Spain with my future husband.

Influenced by the article about the history of Asbaniyyah in my school textbook ;D

Men of Honor

2011-12-23T20:57:00.005+08:00

ZUHRI IS SHORTLISTED TO THE INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!!

If he passed this interview (insyaAllah!), Nitec Nursing will be officially his course @ ITE East.

Since Nursing was not Madhi's first choice, official results for approval is on 30 Dec.

I really hope that Madhi loves what he will be learning and has much passion as Zuhri has with his Nursing..

The thought of having a brother as a nurse has still not sink in yet.

Too bewildered.

aah, I am so proud of my brothers!

<3

a thousand years

2011-12-23T13:12:00.001+08:00

2011-12-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

2011-12-22T15:58:00.003+08:00

okay. done with that.

So, tadi. Finally dpt embrace all, not literally as the attendance was half(?), of my lovely classmates.

Credits to ustaz Agil's intention to gather us all to tadarrus kitab Riyadussolihin. and also to recall all of the things we have learnt. Revisions and just absorbed the ilmu received..

Like ustaz said, the knowledge recieved must be tied together with actions. Once we failed to do so, the knowledge will fly away from us. As easy as a kite flying away without it's string attached.

Niyyat, our intentions must also be pure and far away from any bad bad stuffs. lol. eg, riya', malas, hatred and so forth.

Niyyatul maruu' khoiru min amalihi.

But obviously, mafhum mukhalafah of this hadith(?) is that, if we do something without it's proper intention, that action is similar as being refutated.

Taubah.

The Door to Repentance is always open for Allah's slaves. When the sun rises from the barat, it's too late. No repents will be accepted during that hour.

So, be remindful to self, to repent to Allah everyday. The minimum in a day? 70 of the Istighfar. Or 100 istighfar.

Allahu Musta'an.

dear heart, please be nice.

2011-12-22T15:46:00.003+08:00

What is all these emotions coming out???

You're supposed to be nonchalante about this thing. why must your heart skip a beat? Yeah, I admit I was thinking whether you were there. or not. I can easily replace that wonder with my attentiveness to concentrate. but, yeah, your presence ruin everything.

I don't understand this misery and longing and... love.

why am i being stupid to have this hope that you are going to email me. soon.

oh sheesh.

this are just my inner feelings, emotions, bawling out from my weak heart.

i hate this.

2011-12-21T08:34:00.002+08:00

Madhi and Zuhri Alhamdulillah, pass all their N level subjects.

They have applied their courses yesterday. With my help and advices, Mama Baba pun gave some suggestions, of course.

So, Zuhri chose Nursing as his 1st choice.
Madhi; Mechatronics in Medical Technology.

Zuhri nak sangat Nursing as his course. I can see his drive and passion. Mama Baba said, his experience as a patient 4 years ago, made a huge impact to his life.
He also want to enrol to poly after nitec. So,to achieve that, he must do very very well in the next 2 years. In Sha Allah, he will get what he wants.

Gerek nye jadi nurse.

Madhi pulak, idk. lol. During N levels examinations, Zuhri was seen the most to do the TYS on Science, specifically (which results getting B for Science. kudos! ) , while Madhi, idk what he's been doing for the exams nevertheless, Alhamdulillah, they both pass all their 6 subjects.

i am so proud of my brothers.

:D

2011-12-21T08:30:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

I received a gift from my aunt.

This new lenovo laptop.

My new own laptop.

Then, I cannot read the posts here. Because my blogskin is readable in Mozilla.

hoho.

2011-12-13T12:48:00.005+08:00

okay, so no tabs up there. I don't want to get distracted.

Mid December. rase mcm baru je semlm dapat report book, cheyy bedek nye.

So, a lot has happened and i missed blogging ):

Here I am,
trying to find the words and
recalling
may not be every single detail
but I will try not to miss out the important ones.

First thing first, Alhamdulillah, I am a graduate from Madrasah Aljunied Alislamiah. and i miss school already. The thought of not going to wake up early for the first day of school saddened me. A little bit.

So where thou going next?
After a lot of contemplating and 'researchs' , might just as well stick to the original plan.

Mama also said, "kakak taknak ke experience ni??"
lol, time mama ckp gitu teros, OF COURSE I WANT!!

I hope this is the right choice with Allah's redha.
*blom solat istikharah though*

Secondly, kak Lina will be going to Korea with her zauj for 2 weeks . And yup, IKRAM WILL BE STAYING HERE FOR TWO WHOLE WEEKS BAABEY!! lol. delirious much? delirious tu ape? aah, malas lah nak tgk dictionary.com

the funny thing was, kak Lina said to Mama,
"bik, nanti Ikram lupe Lina tak?"

I mean, who can forgets their own mothers right???! tapi ikram maseh kecik, alalalaah, sume baby kenal mama die lah.

I have been going to Singapore School Driving Centre quite a lot of times these past weeks. I am like taking Driver's Ed in school. But at a different school. lol. My Basic Theory Test is on Next Tuesday, 20th Dec. I just can't wait to apply my PDL and book my FTT after passing my BTT. IN SYA' ALLAH!!!! dua kan please????

I da start balek tgk cite korea. their dramas. So much for stopping this bad habbit.

I nk kawen tapi obviously Mama Baba tak agree to a young marriage.
padahal I am not young anymore just a little bit immature for someone my age.

AARGH! TAK SABAR NAK DRIVE!!!!
lol

Went Macritchie Reservoir and the Treetop on the 26th of Nov. with mama's side. Covored a total of around 7km hike. gerek giler. penat. muscle aching. This used to be our annual thingy when we were little. The place has changed but the tracks, the trees, the signs, yup,they are still the same!

Went 'shopping' with Fiza last week to find some cardigan to wear over my sleeveless dress. Thought of buying another dress but the prices are just too extravagant. For me. Shopping for clothes at Metro Jaya @ Danga City Mall LAGI GEREK. all those pastel colours! just thinking about it tempting ah nak go jb!

In love with Mdm Supiati's modern and simple white house. When I say white, everything is white! From the gates to the toilets!! Naseb baek sofa tak putih!!! lol

Saturday night, went bbq at Pasir Ris Park with Baba's side. at first mendak. then, I suggest we played Dog & Bone. the last time we played among cousins was like, 5 or 7 years ago?
It was fun, bring back memories of arwah.

They slept over by the seaside but my family went back coz Baba keje Sunday tu.

So then, Sunday, after zhohor, kluar, amek nenek kat Yishun. Teros went to Costa Sands Resort.. Was not expecting the place to be like that but nevermind. The rooms were much bigger than Aloha Loyang nye. Reached there, sume tgh mandi, kering kan tents sume coz pagi tu hujan lebat. Adek and I, bukak tv, change channels teros I terpekik..!!! lol

Encore telecast of Mnet Asian Music Awards aka MAMA. lol. tu pasal blik seblah sume senyap. My cousins sume tgh tgk jgak. Cik Ana book 4 of the rooms, straight line 4 rooms were all for Baba's siblings. gerek. tgh tunngu suju's awesome performance, makan jap coz nenek nye sambal udang tempting giler.

Lepas Maghrib, maen game kat Pasir Ris Park. Parents dah start lit up the bbq pit. We played water balloon games, charades. time water balloon tu, i jatuh. Can literally feel my knee is bleeding but buat bodoh je sambong maen. dah balek kat bilik, tarik sluar, ouch. naseb tak besar sangat. tapi i lembik. start ah wek wek kat mama ~.~

Solat isya' tu, Allahu Akbar, time sujud tu, tahan seribu daya!!!

Then, 09 30pm gitu, discusion. Baba and Cik Man were the speakers.
Topics: Kepentingan Solat and Resecting parents. (Baba)
Tawhidic Paradigm (Cik Man)

Cousins and us sume gathered in our room, sitting on the floor. Best. I learn something new. that Tawhidic Paradigm. The little cousins dah nmpk ngantuk ah coz dorg tak faham sangat ape yg dibobalkan . but then, when A&Qs, alhamdulillah, they managed to answer Baba's questions correctly.

after that prog,
Prize Presentations!!
Lucky Draws.
Red group- 3rd (musfirah{18}, madhi {16}, ihsan{8}, raudhah{8})
Blue group- 2nd (zuhri{16}, syafiqah{14}, zikri{3}, adawiyah{9})
Green - 1st (yusraa{17}, syahidah{13}, ridhuan{14}, izzat{13})
Amirah{18} and Firzanah{15} were the Game Masters.

pastu, makan.
go room, tgk tv, tido.
check out's at 1030am the next day.

so yeah.
that's all.
for now.
got a fan mail to reply to.
heee~

*the bold names are my siblings
*the colours represent one family.

2011-11-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Thankyou. So much. I understand now. Best solution ever.

2011-11-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Shut up musfirah. Doesnt mean anything. The past stay as it is. But i just cannot take it. The same repeating words? Dont tell me on every girls? Why are you so selfish? Why am i so emotional?? Uggh. This avocado juice has a weird smell. I want the first attempt taste! Heavenly creamy! *smack lips*

2011-11-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

I dont like this weird feeling. Kay, nak tdo. Nak try dpt kan majlis afra. It's gonna be a loooong day tomorrow.

Abnormal state

2011-11-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

I am just so glad it's my last day of school tomorrow. Freedom. Patience do have its limits. Keeping everything with myself.

2011-11-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

Is there really a freedom of words when people judge you by your writings? Oh, and that certain pressure of wanting to write something but you have to reconsider posting it as your words might descriminate or bring confusion to the readers. Or even sounds nonsensical. Is there really a freedom of speech/words then? Oh well, i am thankful that we have a religion, we have Allah and Rasulullah sollallahu alaihi wasallam as our guidance in life. In reality, we don't have much freedom am i right? Freedom comes after The Day of Resurrection. Where you will receive your 'salaries' with the deeds you have done during your temporary life in this world. Then, with your deserve 'salaries', you will achieve that Sweet scented Eternal Freedom. This is a reminder to me and you. Mind our words EVERYTIME. Our tounge plays a main role in our hisaab. Allah musta'an.

2011-11-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Explaining to the non muslim how madrasah system actually works. #foreverhard

Where is your school?
Bugis? Is your school big?
Pre-university?
All your studies are in Arabic? woah.
So you have o level certs right?
Why don't you want to go to Poly?
Which universities can you go?
Jordan? Where is that? Is it in Saudi?
You're graduating soon and you still unsure where to go?

3 to 1 talk to Mr. Scdf. Cute chinese Scdf guy who Basheerah has a crush on. Awkwardness. Naseb we wont be seeing them again.

Alhamdulillah

2011-11-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

Tafsir paper was the best ever! Can feel the 100% passes for this subject. Thankyou Ustaz Zahir aka Abu abdusSittir! Thankyou Allah for giving ust the chance of having this special ustaz !

2011-11-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Oh great. I cannot deactivate twitter nor can I delete my account. Stupid twitter. I am more stupid.

2011-11-10T08:24:00.000+08:00

My wisdom tooth is killing me! My gums are like, fighting away in there. I da ade wisdom teeth without noticing their growth. How nice. Kay, wtv. So, da dpt all the papers back except Tafsir and Mantiq. Later Tafsir. Yesterday pkai graduation robe, so exciting!! Dapat goodies frm my sweet juniors sec 3 and pre u 1. And meaninful bookmark too~ then, take pictures also.. I can finally feel our departure from Aljunied and arrival to some unknown destination. Cool. nice words. Hahaha. Sad pe all the banglos and terrace are fully book. Where nak family gathering overnight? Semlm buat testi saket kepale sey. Hahaha.

2011-11-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

I ngantok actually, tapi nak jgak update. Ikram maseh demam panas, blocked nose, sore throat. Baru 2 hari saket dah nampak kurus. Sedih tau. Lagi2 semlm, susah sangat nak tdo. Atlast mama yg kekurangan tdo and mcm dah nak jangkit ikram. Oh Allah please protect my parents from any pain. Amiin! Tadi dah dpt result. Paper yg paleng i dread to look at the marks- Usul Fiqh, paleng bnyk markah i dpt among the other 3 papers we received. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. Tadi ustaz roslan ckp, kejujuran membawa kepada kejayaan. Just something to ponder on. Lol, no lah, stakat i go ustz to minus off 1 mark frm my adab. Hehehehe

2011-11-05T13:39:00.001+08:00

Mama dah masak for buka!!!

lol.

cepat eh?

there's cocktail jelly for tomorrow!

and yummy milo dadih!!

kay, this is not helping my stomach.

bye.

2011-11-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

i don't like twitter as much as I thought
heh

2011-11-05T08:02:00.000+08:00

I am trying to ignore today's date. Blah blah blah.

2011-11-05T07:56:00.000+08:00

I remember long time ago when i was a nasyid fangirl. I would blast off the volume on the stereo and singing along with my siblings, baba and mama sometimes join along. And, baba klw spring cleaning for raye, rumah tak pnah senyap. Mesti nasyid or radio would be on. And still is. Then, journey in the car/the ancient van dulu, always nasyid on the stereo. It's just so gerek. Listening to Carta Ikim on friday night in the dark. Listening it again during encore telecast on 11am. Haha, memories!

Rabab bint Uthman

2011-11-05T06:54:00.000+08:00

I found her amazing tumblr through Alaa'. I am just so glad i want to know who is rabab. Thanks to the biscuits frm Pam. Hehe! So, back to the story. Rabab is a sudani. Migrated to an english country with her family and she is just so inspiring! Do you know? She asked her mum to buy the cotton cloths that will be wrapped around our body upon our death, just to remind her of death everytime she opens her closet! And she has an uncle, blood-related uncle, who would reccommend her to a uni in Medina! And! The coolest part of all, her grandad's library are mostly filled with books from scholars, whom long time ago rewarded them to her grandad! Imagine how many scholars he had met! Two of them mentioned are, Albani & ibn jazm! The cutest part of all, she wrote a poem, in arabic of coz, for her mama. I tak pernah pun! What more, in arabic!? i wish i know her in real life.

I love my sisters in Islam

2011-11-05T06:40:00.000+08:00

Tumblr friends=salafi friends(or you guys prefer to call; wahabi) *smirks*=100% understanding

FOUND THIS ON TUMBLR!

2011-11-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

and obviously,

INSTANT REBLOG!

2011-11-03T22:40:00.001+08:00

ape hukum chat dgn cousin seumur?
without syahwat obviously.
eeew~

2011-11-03T22:36:00.001+08:00

Don't you feel empty if you don't do something beneficial in a day?

To me,

2011-11-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

The word trust is a big word. A heavy one. Trust in Allah will forever be safe.

2011-11-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be fun if my cousin lives upstairs or next door, where i can just dropped by whenever i feel the need. Reality check: you dont. No neighbours arnd your age to get along with. You don't have a big brother either. And, who is going to marry a girl as immature as you, who does not do housework often? Dahlah, takya layankan perasaan tu. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

2011-11-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, after majlis went straight to ustzh hanna's place, stressing myself that we were late. But then, i guess it doesnt matter as his presence change it all. I feel ustzh kesakitan when terseliuh, coz i hv been there twice. Tapi ustzh, twice in a mere seconds! Allahu Akbar. Ustazah ckp- ujian, kte ckp kat ustzh, maybe Allah nak ustzh rest. Semlm seblom tdo, tepikir nak bwk my colour pens to conteng2 cast ustzh, which i suggested in my text to her yesterday, but got ignored instead. Then, tadi ckp lagi kat ustzh, she said, jgn merepek! Hehehe! I nak sey sign off people's cast. Last time i did that, was on Raudhah's ,during pri 3. Ya Allah, please let this thursday's appointment ustzh will be kheir! Amiin! Paleng takleh angkat tadi aisya sendok 3 scoopful for him and ordered nad to give 2 ayam grg also! I just find it unbelievable fr someone like him, to eat all that. Guy's apetite must be all the same, since he finished it all of. Oh, and he probably thought, kte nak sambong blaja gi kedah. Hahahaha

Qowaid

2011-11-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

The best qowaid paper i have ever done. Alhamdulillah.

Sarf

2011-10-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

Oh, i am just glad there's one more paper left.

2011-10-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

Wow. Just finish off the last two qaedah with nad. Penat nye! Can literally feel my body screaming for a rest. Tapi my brain and heart mcm taknak stop ingat2 balek ape da blaja. Hoho, insyaAllah sarf dgn qowaid senang utk kte sume! Amiin! Thanks baba fr watching live soccer online so i can blog. Thankyou nad fr layankan kte smpai 11.35 blaja. First time fyi. Haha. Kay blom revise sorf. Alhamdulillah 'ala kullhal.

awesome saturday

2011-10-29T19:42:00.002+08:00

After being turned down by many, Wafda agreed to have breakfast with me @ BK, So I accidentally arrived at city hall earlier. So there I was sitting, waiting, 2 trains passed by. Then, decided to take the next train.

Suddenly, got this one stranger, a man, came by and asked permission to take a picture of me. He asked me to just look infront. I kan tgh duduk, so die amek gmbr kite tgh duduk, tapi die amek kiri kite. faham tak? makne nye , he took a shot of my left side only. So no face can be seen on his dslr. Naseb lah kan. Everyone was looking at me! Paisey! Cause he was was nyangkung gitu amek gmbr, mcm professional photographer gitu~ padahal kite tak ckp pape kat orang tu! kite senyap je! i guess, silence was his approval.

Then, mrt dtg, wafda texted that she baru kuar rmah. So i went BK alone. best. Walaupun sorg, ade bdak arnd 12 months old breakfast dgn mak die, layan kite.. He played peek a boo with me, his smile! oooooh~
melting!!!
time nak balek tu, i ckp bubbye! *wave* he also did the same thing! Then, i bid my farewell to his mother also~
hehe!

then, qowaid study group~!!!! best sangat! I have to express my deepest gratitude to sakinah and ummi for fahamkan kite! and wafda and fahimah for coming~! and, dapat makanan frm sakinah and ummi's mothers. and ustaz bahar's nasi lemak. and cik salmah nye longan! best sangat tadi!

and i pun dapat tau yg ustazah jatuh, mc 2 weeks until 6 nov.
sakinah tanye ustzh aida semlm, mane ustzh hanna? selalu nmpk korg 2 sesame~
then, sakinah pun, msg ustzh hanna semlm~

and tadi i fwd all my talaqi girls and most of us text ustazah~ Ustazah's fractured leg got cemented last Saturday. La'llahu yasyfiha! amiin!
And i got called habibty by Ustazah Hanna!!! Happy~!!!!

Love.

Nahu

2011-10-28T18:33:00.000+08:00

The paper was fairly better than usul. Alhamdulillah finally it's friday. As what hanisa said, 'takya balek cpat2 nak blaja.' Haha, tadi lah kteorg nye 1st time stayback fr this week. Revised the topics that i tak sure sangat. i selfish, hehe, tapi Alhamdulillah, hanisa's clear explanations will make my overall revision be easier. InsyaAllah! Amiin! I ske sangat sarf! Please i nak score!

Fiqh

2011-10-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

A lot of distractions. What i dislike about tests and exams, when the invigilators hovering around by looking at the students' answers. Especially if you are answering with the hentam kind of jawapan and you are being watched. I mean like, come on! Mcm nak tutup kertas dgn tgn je! You know, reflex action gitu. Wow, tak sabar plak nak revenge klw kte jadi ustzh. Hehe! The paper today is undescripable. In a good way.

Tafsir

2011-10-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

The best tafsir paper ever!

Usul fiqh

2011-10-25T17:55:00.000+08:00

Dissappointing. Redha. Hoping for the best for tomorrow onwards. InsyaAllah. Amiin!

Insya paper 2

2011-10-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

A challenging, yet fascinating paper. Oh, and a hungry one too!

Friday

2011-10-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

Final day at school. not literally. Just before exams and literally Last Day studying at aljunied. It was a teary funny memorable last day. Sharing sessions and hafizhah's majlis khatam quran, gerek jgak lah nari. Help nisa lap meja, last day? I hope the juniors will follow this year's itmaj's footsteps. Reading back my comfy book on my way home on the train, teared me up! Yey, i da enrol as a student @ ssdc!

Wednesday

2011-10-19T20:42:00.003+08:00

2 more days left..

Received back 3 papers today. Hadith, Insya paper 1 and Nahu. Alhamdulillah, pass all these 3. Albeit I did badly for insya', but Nahu marks made me happy~!!! heeeeeee~ ^^
Totally didn't expect that~

I was wondering why I felt so weak the whole day~ got my answer already. lol.

Mantiq paper was fine, alhamdulillah.

My 'Fortress of a Muslim' tertinggal kat sekolah~! I sad! Cnfm bsk pagi I will feel incomplete ): Really hope the picture of Mama & I inside, tak hilang! i nanges ah klw hilang!

Have to look at everything POSITIVELY.

Monday

2011-10-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

Last Monday, having lessons in the auditorium. Then, 4 more days left studying in Aljunied to the anticipating-of-FYE! Lol, fake? Kind of. Haha. Bought 2 new felt tip pens for this 'occasion'. Mcm tak sabar plak nak pkai pen baru for exams! Mantiq! Yes, dpt pkai the new pens on Mantiq. Huahua. I am sleepy. Ikram is being dodoi-ing. I wonder if my brothers will be bringing back free food.. Hmm, hope so! I am hungry. I takot usul fiqh. Tak bedek )= paper yg paleng i seram for next week. Oh Allah please ease our hardships during revisions and please guide us to the right answers. Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altahu sahla, wa anta taj'alal huzna izha syik ta sahla! Amiin! Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir!

A wishful thinking

2011-10-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

When we visited your house, i guess i was really looking forward to seeing you. Dissappointment yet relieved. Relieved as clearly my nafsu was in place. And that is dangerous. So, my heart just calmed itself and oh, let it be. It's fine that this year i dont get to see you. There's next year right? Like always. Once in a year kind of thing. Eh! Paisey lah sey! Met you with your family just now. Oh, your birthday is today and your family is celebrating together. How cute. You seem a bit taller. Or are you always like that? *lower down my gaze upon seeing you afar before our parents greeted each other* haha, i didnt know you are into korean fashion until my sister jokingly said aftr that awkward meeting, sunni pe pkai sluar nmpk buku lali! ^^ haha. The end.

Al aml binniyyat.

2011-10-16T21:43:00.001+08:00

I feel the need to write up an update. Albeit i am so sleepy! Have been deprived from sleep frm the last 2 nights. Alhamdulillah taking a bath before isya prayers really works huh. No dont worry. No strangers no guys can read this blog. Have you ever felt this kind of guilt where you should have done something but you let your emotions overcome your obligations. I did. 2 days ago. And oh so i hate it when i let my emotions do the decisions. Wtv it is, i am just glad i have undone that selfish mistake. UTM. go google that three words. Aftr finding out the infos there, oh well, i dont want to risk my father's time to spend 4 years with me just to be there as a lawful mahram at overseas, for me to become an international uni grad. Will just focus my studies here in Singapore and upgrade myself with ukhrawi studies and who knows, become a hafizatul quran one day. InsyaAllah. Amiin!

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2011-10-02T08:03:00.004+08:00

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I can see my brothers' hard work, revising his maths and science, Oh Allah, please grant them their deserved marks!!
Amiin!!!

albeit, only one of them can be seen doing his revisions.

I just want them to succeed in their studies~!

2011-09-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

Note to self and others:

Try to instil this in the mind - wake up every day and think of how you really want to enter heaven and hinder from hell fire. Perhaps it might be an incentive to make improvements everyday. Wallaahu a'lam. We're all similiarly human, similarly flawed, similarly desperate to salvage ourselves. So let's try. Remind each other whenever possible. =)

P.S.: The best foolproof shields, though, are our iman and taqwa, which we unfortunately constantly find hard to let maintain at high levels.

http://thinker4life.blogspot.com/

2011-09-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

met with that Tan guy again.

2nd time.
1st time last year
2nd time this year.

try to avoid being stared at, nak tgk jgak si Tan tu!

then his friend asked, " Sape tu? kwn kau?

him: " tak ah~"

lol, even going up the stairs, I could hear their conversation.

alhamdulillah, i dah habes my thesis.
dah print.
insyaAllah hanta bsk~

2011-09-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

Gotta stop trusting people easily..

kay, dah.

Be happy. Today is my birthday!!!
lol, since when I celebrate my birthday~?
dah tepat kol 8 setengah malam tadi, i prasan! eh! today is the 24th of Syawal lah!

2011-09-22T10:57:00.003+08:00

IT'S BETTER NOT TO KNOW THINGS SOMETIMES.

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2011-09-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

It is time to throw away the past. Literally.

2011-09-07T08:06:00.005+08:00

I have been negleting blogger aren't I?
Aww~ sowwy!

haha.

Kay, dah sampai 2 weeks of Syawal.. Eid on the first day was the usual gerek-ness. Then, 2nd day, went to jb with my parents. Got the chance to be the only child. heh.

The day before yesterday, went jalan raye wih my Pre u 2 girls. Sewa bus. Gerek~! All those houses we visited, i tak penah pegi. Well, except on the first house obviously. Duh. So, we went to Ustz hanna, cikgu mustafa, Sir Zul, ustz muhsen, ustz rosli, (me went home. last house for moi) ustz saif, tchr ezran, ustz naz.

Monday malam, abg Ary and family datang. When actually, we wanted to visit their house but they called us beforehand that they will be coming.

Then, when I was chatting with Dinah, abg ary asked,

him: mcm mane preu2? ssah?
me: qowaid.
him: dah blaja kat mane?
me: *explain*
him: ouh.. pkai buku ape?
me: alwajiz.
him: eh? nak tgk..
me: *go room*
him: *flip through the pages after I passed the book to him*

(in my mind. ohno! all those conteng2!!!)

hahahahaha.

time balek, abg ary ckp: blaja btol2 . nanti abg ary doakan.

InsyaAllah. thankyou! Same2 lah doa yeah? Moga2 abg ary dpt habeskan blaja kat Madinah tu~!

YESTERDAY!
Jalan raye lagi dgn my Loves. Went to ustz Roslan, ustz Razif, ustz Afandi, ustz Ahmad, ustz Zambri, ustz Mokhsan. Mee Soto Power gilerr ustzh Fatimah nye!!!!
paleng cool gile is ~

USTAZ MOKHSAN KNOWS MY NAME! Without hesitation, he said, Musfirah. like omg! paisey pe, selama ni ku bobal kat klas, tido sume~! ugggh!!!!!!!
hehehe~!
i nak pass paper qowaid! (random) i nak ALL PREU 2 STUDENTS PASS ALL OUR SUBJECTS!

i fasting today. tapi blom bayar hutang.. then this site stated from a kitab- http://islamqa.com/en/ref/41901

al amr bi maqasidiha

huhu.

i miss my bestie.

Uploading images @ blogger is so problematic.

-.-"

Oh well,

2011-08-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal~ final paper- Nahu. The most scariest paper fr the week and Alhamdulillah, was not so bad~ wtv it is, insyaAllah ade fye chance. Amiin! Ijtahid akthar! I ske tadi amek gmbr sume preu 2 tapi tak complete! Quite sad but nvm.. InsyaAllah Graduation Day LENGKAP! *I was playing around with my feelings wasn't I?*

Hehe, semlm klaka plus sedih

2011-08-06T07:22:00.001+08:00

Mama! Today i want to buke Mac and Cheese Please?! *look at the time i post*

2011-07-31T16:26:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Ramadhan is just a few hours away. More than 10 hours left to sahoor, less than 5 hours to tawareeh!!!

No more listening to songs.
byebye Irfan Makki. haha.

I was reading Tafsir Surah Yusuf and found this hadeeth,

عَنْ رَسُول اللَّه صَلَّى اللَّه عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ " إِذَا رَأَى أَحَدكُمْ مَا يُحِبّ فَلْيُحَدِّثْ بِهِ وَإِذَا رَأَى مَا يَكْرَه فَلْيَتَحَوَّلْ إِلَى جَنْبه الْآخَر وَلْيَتْفُلْ عَنْ يَسَاره ثَلَاثًا وَلْيَسْتَعِذْ بِاَللَّهِ مِنْ شَرّهَا وَلَا يُحَدِّث بِهَا أَحَدًا فَإِنَّهَا لَنْ تَضُرّهُ "

"Apabila salah seorang di antara kalian melihat suatu hal yang menyenangkan dalam mimpi, maka ceritakanlah hal itu. Dan bila melihat apa yang dibencinya dalam mimpi, maka berbaliklah ke sisi yang lain dan meludahlah ke sebelah kiri tiga kali, lalu memohonlah perlindungan kepada Allah dari kejahatannya dan janganlah menceritakannya kepada orang lain, kerana mimpi itu tidak akan membahayakannya."

-Diriwayatkan oleh Abu Dawud hadits no 5021, Ibnu Maja no 3908-3910, dan Imam Ahmad dari Abu Qatadah.

i believe

2011-07-24T16:11:00.001+08:00

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2011-07-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

Singapore wins!! Woohoo~

2011-07-18T07:50:00.000+08:00

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